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| doesn't feel weird to listen to some soft music, and think about leaving everything, and being worry free?
I've always thought of this, and i'd just want to leave with my camera, some money, my laptop, and set off.
I almost completed my task once, but i felt this link, like i would leave something behind.
Will i leave something behind? what can one person keep dear for so much? the show does not stop, people don't mourn forever about someone's desertion.
Let's just say i did plan this all? I leave my friends, family, college. drop out from society. what next? why does that stop me? I don't know why just mere responsibilities string up a person's free will and restrain their soul to this evergoing repetitive lifestyle. I want to just figure out the meaning of my presence.
Let's see what else i'll want to talk about.
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| Why are people nowadays becoming more materialistic? Like noone believes in love, they just look upon what kind of items they will recieve, or what financial status they will be in. There's always someone that will argue with me about it, but try to ignore me because they don't want that topic to be true, and they don't want to lose their argument.
I know people need money and financial stability, but where does does other things go? Like it's just as bad as chivalry, the other dying things in life. Noone will appriciate them until they are lost forever, and they will look back, and dread their past. I guess it's history repeating itself?
Do people really look for people for love, or money? I really want honest answers. I want a poll of this or something. people need to really grow up from their childish bull, and look toward what is right.
If you dont like what i said, say it, cuz i got a hell of a better argument than you.
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| I can't fall asleep normally anymore. i don't understand why I cannot go to bed at like 1 or 2 anymore. I'm up all the time, and i cannot function, or keep up with myself. I need to take a walk, but it doesn't help anymore. I just want to step outside the box and see how I look, see my progress. I probably look like a failure that noone wants to have. Like i need to fix things i've tried to start from scratch from. I wish i was just away from the east fuckin coast. I still wanna go see my friend in cali, and some others, but i need that paper. I guess i'll have to hold off, again lol
right now i just want to focus on my studies, and trying not to lose sanity at work. lets see if i get subscribers that bother the shit outta me :D
I don't really care, i just want for people to see my flickr. I want to have an overall opinion about it
XD
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| I've looked upon life as what I like to do now, take photos. I look upon life like a roll of film. Film can have good photos and bad photos, underexposed or overexposed, or just plain spoiled. You can use your film for the best shots anyone has ever taken ever, or you can be a spare roll just for just wasteful pictures. use your pictures sparingly, don't waste it on things you don't need to.
I'm into photography, because i believe i can keep my happiness stored in a file, an img, or a printout. everyone uses cheap point and shoot, because they think of quantity, i think of quality. Life for me is just a waste. I'll leave everything i have and just take pictures and play guitar. That's all that's important. People just keep scurrying around and don't look into what is REALLY important in life. and sometimes, you watch other people's perspectives from your lens. You really find what goes on with one click of the shutter. You can either see a happy moment, one they'd love to just drift into, or a negative moment, where they'd dread for the rest of their life.
I don't usually do xanga anymore, my life is stuck between work and college. no time for anything else.
~~~~If you're still reading this, i'd love for you to comment my pics on flickr. or at least look at em and tell me how they look, truthfully.~~~~~
www.flickr.com/photos/rocky1490
and spread my flickr around, i'd love everyone to share, and i'll be updating it with photoshopped pics when i learn how to do so.
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| my 18 years of being on this rat infested rock called earth feels like an eternity. i don't exactly know how to put it, but life kinda sucks right now lol
like every girl that i try for, either is a slut, or ignores me.
Is it because i'm too nice?
Am i just weird?
SERIOUSLY.
like i know not alot of people will look at this and try to understand my point of view, but it would be quite nice if i had someone that actually could. i'm not looking for fame and a wave of people, but seriously, where's all the good girls that know what love is?
like i need to find myself, i need a month to myself. just doing nothing. i want to figure out where i stand and where it falls.
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